Damaged

Damaged
I feel the knife is cutting slow
I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly
I feel like I am letting go
I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me
I feel like you deserve to know
I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me
That I'll get you high and leave you low
But I have no shame in pleading guilty

I damage like a savage
Ruin beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage
My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to f*** up again
I fuc*** up again; I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I fuc*** us again; I killed our love true
Tore our world apart and only hurt you
My head is filled with disease
I told you; you were warned from the fuc*** start
My heart is black and empty
I told you when our love died, it's my fault
My body is cold and bleeding
And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done
Without you here with me
I got what I want, I'm leaving now; my battle's won
I damage like a savage
Ruin beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage
My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to f*** up again

I fuc*** up again; I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I fuc*** us again; I killed our love true
Tore our world apart and only hurt you
Damaged from no recovery
My pain burned into your memory
I'm drowning in a sea of misery
Will anyone come and save me?
I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go
I feel like you deserve to know
That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low
I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go
I feel like you deserve to know
That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low