Fade

Fade
There's only one sure thing in this world for me
And that's one day my life will end
Until that faithful day arrives for me I'll drown
In misery meant only for me
This is all because
I failed in life my friend I've failed in love again
I've lost all hope it won't get better
I fade away my friend I fade in to my pain

I give up this hurt is not worth it
Life's been long hard lonely road
I've hit dead ends at every twist and turn
Nearer to the end
If I'm meant to lose I won't lose alone
I'll make sure you learn all about loss
You might think my hathred has pushed you away
You're never close enough to know what's in me
My wounds can't mend can't heal this pain or
Save the soul of the one so damned
Self destruction on a daily basis
Intoxication is my only oasis
I do my best believe I can
But in the end I've come up short again
There's no will left to do better myself
The unrelenting hathred in me has got control of me
Youthful dreams a reminder of a useless past
Overlooked by love I'm found dead last
I failed in life my friend I've failed in love again
I've lost all hope it won't get better
I fade away my friend I fade in to my pain
I give up this hurt is not worth it
I've endured all these things in life
It's turned my heart to stone

As I stand all alone in life
Reasons are clear to me
And it's all because
I failed in life my friend I've failed in love again
I've lost all hope it won't get better
I fade away my friend I fade into my pain
I give up this hurt is not worth it
I will remain alone as I fade away
No will left to live Ill just fade away
I'm drowning right before your eyes
I'm smiling but I am dying inside
I'm laughing but the voices torment my head
I think I am better off dead
I'm drowning right before your eyes
I'm smiling but I am dying inside
I'm laughing but the voices torment my head
I think I am better off dead