Time Alone

Time Alone
Maybe we need some time alone
I try to forget you
F*** the day I met you
Yeah sometimes I lie and say you're nothing special
You threw it all away
Truth is I prolly let you
F*** I know there's nothing right about the way I left you
Watched you fly away
F*** am I insane
Getting high as I try in vain just to hide the pain
Feels like I'm playing in a final game
And I can only take a few more before my spinals drain
How could anybody look up to me
My ni*** just came home and he ain't tryna f*** with me
So I say this shit reluctantly
The other night I had a seizure in my fuc*** sleep
And I ain't even tell nobody shit
Wait until they hear this song
But everything I touch I just body it
So what kind of dope are you sleepin on
I'm a million dollar bet and I'll be damned if I let Sal take this million dollar debt
Free tears cheap blood in this millar dollar sweat
Sitting coach but I'm frontin like I'm stuntin on a jet
They don't want to put me on I'm a motherfucking threat
I'm a mess I'm possessed do you know what I possess
What possessed me to do it like the motherfucking best
I guess this weight on my chest starts to weigh a little less then
Try to fight the urge
Now I'm holdin back tears just to write the words
Please don't judge what you might observe and don't believe a word of what you might have heard
Cause this the horse's mouth
Welcome to the boss's house
And I got a bad bitch sprawled across the couch
But she's prolly only here cause she lost her house
I don't judge her but I won't love her
Just a warm body on these cold covers
Now her man can't get a hold of her
It's about to be a long summer
You may think this is some shit that we'll never achieve
But me and Cash seen some shit that made us believe
And even though we've been through hell to the greatest degree
At this point even death is a major relief
Real shit I miss my brother Zoe
Cause nothing is the same now
So I pray to God that he coming home
Cause even motherfuck*** handshakes change now
We act hard like it's all muscle
We all cried like fuc*** babies when we lost Duffle
And they wonder why I don't sleep
Spent a whole week jaws clenched so I don't speak
I could go weeks till my body goes weak
Cold sheets life's a bitch when you go cheap
Talkin like you married to the game but it's cold feet
Me I'm tryna lock the bitch down so she won't leave
Bullshit that the drama brings
I swear lately I've been going through the hardest things
I guess nobody knows what tomorrow brings
Today's peasant tomorrow's king

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