Rotten From The Inside

Rotten From The Inside
I behaved as they said
I left my feelings behind
Inner rage in my rotten lungs
Facing truth is intricate
One glance, one tought
There’s nothing back
One voice, one shout
You’re nothing but a lie
I stare at you but I can’t
All the things i’ve been affraid of have remained
I cannot just say a word
I don’t have a place in this world