I Wish I Was Not

I Wish I Was Not
I know everybody finds in everyone
What they ought to like but I just can't seem to
They tell me loneliness can be a loaded gun
If it's lonely where I am that'd be some luck
'Cause I can't find the way to you
And I just hope you know

That I can't feel so much
And I can't keep this up
(Oh no)
Oh no, you are so cold
Oh no
Maybe I'll come down tomorrow
Maybe I just won't at all
I think I'll stay like this forever
Drowning under you last Fall
(Oh no, oh no)
(Oh no, oh no)