Hanful Of Lonliness

Hanful Of Lonliness
Will i find a friend, will i find a lover.
no one knows, no one asks, and no one cares.
i've got a new plan now, maybe i can save some pain,
i'm hopeful, with a handful of loneliness.
I don't know what to do, brought up in a world i can't think for myself
i'm ruined, i'm ruined
stunted personality, raped of my vitality, wasted individuality,
i'm acting so differently.
Will i find a friend. . .

don't know how to change, but i'd do anything to change myself.
i'm broken, wide open.
all my insecurities bring me to my knees,
paralyzed melody, i'm singing so helplessly
Will i find a friend. . .