20 years of hell

20 years of hell
i've stood by
, and i've cried,
while my friends have died
you ever had a friend kill themselves,
shot down, or knifed?
just when i think it's ahppned for the final time,
it comes knocking back again to devastate my life
20 years of hell 20 years of hell
for i've been living far too long
and i wish my life was done

20 years of hell i said to you,
in a summer's night now
i wish that i had stayed with you but,
oh it's too late
next thing i knew was that you'd been
i an attack and you were laying
in a cold morgue stuffed into a body bag
20 years of hell 20 years of hell
for i've been living far too long
and i wish my life was done
i saw you last night you said that i was wrong
and where'd i get the idea you were gone?
i woke up to the sounds of my own
screams i woke up in a cold sweat
it was just a dream and that dream goes
on and on and on... will it ever end?
well i don't... i don't know i don't...know..