Touhou bad apple (en inglés)

Touhou bad apple
ever on an on i continue circling
with nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
till slowly i forget and my heart i starts vanishing
and suddenly i see, that i can´t break free---
i´m slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
with nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
to tell me who i am, who i was
uncertainty enveloping my mind
till can´t break free and
maybe it´s a dream, maybe nothing else is real
but it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
so i´m tired to all the pain of the misery inside
and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
you can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
but i doubt that i would care, and my heart would never know
if i make another move there´ll be no more turning back
because everything will change, and it all will fade to black
will tomorrow ever come?, will i make it through the night?
will there ever is a place for the broken in the light?
am i hurting? am i sad? should i stay or should to go?
i´ve forgotten how to tell did i ever even know?
can i take another step? i´ve done everything i can
all the people that i see will never understand
if i find a way to change, if i step into the light
then i´ll never be the same, and it all will fade to white
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ever on and on i continue circling
with nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
till slowly i forget and my heart stars vanishing
and suddenly i see, that i can´t break free--
i´m slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
with nothing buy my pain and the paralyzing agony
to tell me who i am, who i was
ucentaninty enveloping my mind
till can´t break free-- and,
maybe it´s a dream, maybe nothing else is real
but it tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
and i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
you can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go
but i doubt that i would care, and my heart would never know
if i make another move there´ll be no more turning back
because everything will change, and it all will fade to black
if i make another move, if i take another step
then it all would fall apart, there´d be nothing of me left
if i´m crying in the wind, if i´m crying in the night
will there ever be a way? will my heart return to white?
can you tell me who you are? can you tell me where i am?
i´ve forgotten how to see i´ve forgotten if i can
if i opened my eyes there´d be no more going back
cause i´d throw it all away, and it all would fade to black...