Not easy, but not hard

Not easy, but not hard
It’s the story of my life x2
Not easy but not hard
This is the kind of feeling that I’m fighting
Not easy but not hard to get into my way
I’m not playing,
I’ve been kneeling for too long, but I stand in this way
Is it easy? It is not

Yo, they will never make me fall even though if they’re throwing me stones
Yeah I’ve got those memories of my school
When I was kicked out of the class
And lying in the ground
With a shy and closed mouth
Yeah I’d should shout it out but I didn’t because of my fear
I wish I knew then what I know now
Didn’t find myself in the mirror
So I was fighting completely alone
Believing that the hip hop paradise it’s only lived in the LA
I was wrong but that was my town
There was any rapper, so I was rapping alone
And they told me to kill myself, you’re useless, you will never reach there
You will never win this
So when I shot myself
I didn’t felt the pain
But my tears were falling somehow I was dreaming
Undoubtedly, I believe that I have come to make music
No blood, no scares, no fear, no chance, no way
My way, away, far away not getting there
I was underestimating myself, because few stupid Childs told me that I couldn’t
Yeah I wasn’t heard, trapped in a cage
For reasons that weren’t clear, I did suicide again
I forgot about my name
The lyrics books were there in my desk but I can’t, I cannot explain
The Childs, yeah those assholes, kicking me in the ground
Always came to me
The fuc*** bullying followed me until I get awake
To breathe
To learn to breathe again it’s harder than the doctors say
(It’s the story of my life x2)
No money, no cash, check my wallet, the poor situation of an unknown artist
Who does know my name?
Who’s Ange? Who is Lee? Those questions have an answer
Don’t you hear me?

Not easy but not hard
This is the kind of feeling that I’m fighting
Not easy but not hard to get into my way
I’m not playing,
I’ve been kneeling for too long, but I stand in this way
Is it easy? It is not
It is not hard too x3
“Move on
Never pay attention to haters
Cuz everybody has the right to keep going on
No one will ever steal your soul
If you choose one way, follow it, never stop
Don’t worry if you ever fall
It’s necessary to move on
And if you ever can’t get up
I’m going to give my hand to stand up
But never stop believing
Cuz life is more than a tear
You gotta stop with the sadness
You can cry if you need it
But you won’t fail if you’re keeping
No one ever said you are useless
If someone attacks you remember:
That they envy something
From you
So whenever it happens
Remember you did it well…”
And that’s is the matter x2
(Life…)