Exposed

Exposed

[Verse 1]
Since '91 I been a menace, for real
Born rotten and exposed
A rose in a garden full of hoes
A flowerbed of souls
Where the flower never learn
They can go, they can grow, they can
They can be something
I'm a bird, I'm a bird...look at me fronting
Been confused and obtuse, gotta mean something
I don't feel, I don't feel, I mean nothing

Mama looking around, what you gotta say
You propably never gave a f*** about me anyway
I know I'm foolish cause I love you with my whole soul
But I keep running so I ain't gotta home, I don't wanna go home
Running from the fire in my brains, in my ozone
Running from the pressure 'til I cave in my own home
You don't understand the obsessions that I got
I need love, I don't feel that shit a lot, ni***
Been alone from the motherfucking jump, man
Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man
Bitches either feel it or they motherfuc*** dont, man
Time to draw the line and do the motherfuc*** *snort sound*, man
Man, listen, I don't talk about myself, ni***, oh no
You don't get it, you don't feel it, ni***, oh no
Where I'm from is a nightmare not a smoke show
Niggas never make it there, they never make it, oh no, ni***
[Verse 2]
I'm from the generation of the scarred and abused
For real, man
You're either dead or you're dying or you doomed
And what's worse is nobody's got a clue
Of what the f*** that I go through in my brain
That there's a fuc*** beast of the motherfucking chain
That I be having dragons in my heart being slain
Til I'm broken and too vulnerable again
Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my ni***, for real
I've been beggin' since a younging, since a cub my ni***, for real
Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow
My third eye saw your devil and your angel
We tried to love each other from a different angle
Unfortunately we still got strangled

I don't even know if imma make it to the next day
Every day I wake up and I feel like it's my Death Day
You can see inside me like a motherfucking X ray
Losing to my demons in a motherfucking chess game
It's a hard life, I choose to lead, the memories so lucidly
I'm just speaking truthfully, it's hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe, damn