Killing My Mind

Killing My Mind
Aware, yet unaware. Falling, falling, why?
Blind! Ignorance the key, stupidity overrides
My thoughts belong to me, although my mind rebels
Reality, shaded meaning, denial is my cell
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Killing my mind
Victimize my own belief
Defy myself! Find no relief
Obtrusive walls cannot reveal
Cast out myself and all I feel

My eyes refuse to see all I must endure
Revealing walls of doubt, reality so obscure
Searching, I'm searching, it's one who's deep within
Beside myself I stand and now I must begin
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The self inside is so sincere
Avoid the truth, the honest fear
Intensify all that remains
Bind it now with self restraints
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