Escapism (en inglés)

Escapism
I knew somewhere in my heart
That something like happiness not continue more
But those feelings of attraction towards you not change
Goodbye forever to those days of fun
Starting today, I just
Living without seeing your smiling face
Thinking about all these sad things
I put a question mark at the meaning of life.

Ah, I wanted to always be with you, I will not leave
Ah, always ...
Was it not well from the beginning?
Oh, beginning to scare me
I walk the path of
Questions that have no answers
Oh, indeed you loved
When it has become so easy to mourn
I want to laugh
I want to laugh with you
I may not laugh anymore
Injured
Sad
I want to see you
If you remember, I feel sadness
Quietly, Quietly, I collapse.
When I understand it, the tears have already emerged
I want to disappear
I want to die
I want to be crazy
Trapped daily by those sweet temptations,
Drugs and women, I thought it did not matter
With one girl I met in the club
I took my drugs and had sex ecstasy.
Oh, I called my beloved pet, which I had just for a night
Conejita Dirty, moving your hips up and
Down just like I wanted it to be a
Ah, Encántame, with your rhythmic movements
Oh, my girl, that was a perfect night

Those days when the two still had our whims
There were a lie
I said to myself "still struggling"
Among loneliness and abandonment
The weakness was more than reason
When it has become so easy to mourn
I want to laugh, I would laugh with you
I may not laugh anymore
Injured
Sad
I want to see you
If you remember, I feel sadness
Quietly, Quietly, I collapse
When I understand it, the tears have already emerged
I want to disappear
I want to die
I want to be crazy
I said a few words every day
Thank you, Thank you, I love you
In the place where we met
For my fault
Only I desplomaré.