Going under

Going under
now I will tell you what i' ve done for you
50 thousand tears i' ve cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won' t hear me
don' t want your hand this time I' ll save myself
maybe i' ll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when I thousand I' d reached the bottom
I' m dying again

I' m going under
drowing in you
I' m falling forever
I' ve got to break through
I' m going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don' t know what' s real and what' s not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I' can' t trust myself anymore
I' m dying again
I' m going under
drowing in you
I' m falling forever
I' ve got break through
so go on and scream
scream at me I' m so far away
I won' t be broken again
I' ve got to breathe I can' t keep going under