Tender sugar

Tender sugar
I run, I fall, what ripped away, check my body
Was it body or soul
The darkness fades, fades to light
Disappearing now, disappears from the night
And all these nightmares I once had as a child
The morning always came, it came too late
What did my mind forget, forget to hide
Could the nightmare be awake, I don't know

In or out, up or down, never know its an illusion
Round and round, on and on, every day spins my
confusion
Not again, not again, not again, this dream I can't
awake
What is real, what is real, what is real, it's getting
hard for
me to take
What I need, what I need, what I need, a little
somethin' I rely
And the white sugar gently hides me
Oh the sweet sugar saves me, it's the room that
confines me
Confines me...sweet sugar
Yesterday back and forth, broken door no longer opens
Breaking down, need it now, mother's sugar always
loves me
Not again, not again, not again, this dream I can't
awake
What is real, what is real, what is real, it's getting
hard for
me to take
What I need, what I need, what I need, a little
somethin' I rely
And the white sugar gently hides me
Oh the sweet sugar saves me, it's the room that
confines me