Paradies

Paradies
Gazing up to the blackened sky
makes part of me slowly die
among a clouds i can see a dove
the messenger of love
Follow it, they said, to paradise
afterwards i hate them and their lies
it was the beginning of my demise
I've been in paradise, don't want to go back
it makes my feeling go numb and black
i couldn't find the desire of my heart
it was far away and slowly breaking apart
Hypocrisy and lies
there is no fuc*** paradise
looking for the love of my life
it isn't in your fuc*** paradise
I'm grasping for air, so thick i can't breathe
inhale, exhale, asphyxiate
among a clouds i can see a dove
the messenger of love