File 13

File 13
I sleep until there is no light.
i'm wide awake all through the night.
dinner may suck but i'll take a bite,
i do whatever i can.
my muscles stiffen through the day.
discomfort never goes away.
i feel like a garbage can.
Throw me away,
i've got no use.
throw me away,
i'm nothing to lose.
throw me away,
i feel like shit.
i am useless.
I know i know nothing at all.
i'd take stand, but i know i'd fall.
i'd run head-down into a wall and watch my blood run faster.
girls laugh and pass me on the street.
i spook out everyone i meet.
i've got pink toenails on my feet,
i'm such a fuc*** master.
I never seem to feel well.
i always seem to look like hell.
it seems like everyone can tell my mind is going numb.
my mom thinks i wear women's clothes.
i get dogged on at all the shows.
it seems that everybody knows i look like a fuc*** bum